at last

     coming home from what could easily be called the best week i’ve had in years is a bit of a letdown, what with work and… more work. but at least i can still text and talk to him whenever i feel like it.

     he really is wonderful to me. i’ve never had anyone be so openly affectionate with me, and though awkward at first, it’s great to feel so wanted, especially by the one i’ve always loved.

     i was so worried for the first month or so that it’d be one of those situations where you only think you’re in love with someone because you can’t have them.

     but it’s not like that at all with him- i really feel like this is the guy i’ve always wanted. and our relationship really has unfolded like a traditional romantic comedy.

     sure being the main girl in his life at long last has forced me to finally see a fault or two with him, but for every one of his there’re a dozen of mine, and i believe he’s painfully aware of all of them.

     so now that we’ve reached this point, i’m constantly worried about screwing this up.

     i mean, i have grown up a lot in the past couple of years, buti’m still whiny, impatient, obnoxious, needy, mean-spirited, jealous and picky.

     in other words, what on earth did i do to deserve this wonderful guy?

     ’cause he is pretty amazing. my whole day can be going horribly, and all i have to do is think of him and it pushes all the moodiness away.

     i really miss him all the time, though. there’s not much i can do to push that away.

even so…

he’s mine.

at last.

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